It was more than this. It must be cause it was hard. Enough to make me feel like I’ve swollen a rocky mountain and carry on with the deepest hole inside me. Spectacularly, it was not morbidness of such hardship splendor but how entirely raw and create-moving it was that i see in awe, a formation of every particles of the star. That feeling. It’s hard, so scary real, beyond possibility.
—~ fateful feeling
